heart to see very sick ! !

why can not i love the atmosphere and i like the other friends with their boyfriends . . .right fun when we hang out with the love of our own hearts . . .upset and eating my heart to when they see their friends and romantic before me. . .i also felt pity mingle romantic like my friend . . . .MOHD IZKHAN ! ! ! i want to feel like my friend's feeling with her boyfriend . . . : '(